second chance

i don’t remember if i have wondered how it would be if i was given a second chance. after being away from a particular phase of life to be exact from collage life and studies and things i loved i am put back to the exact situation after 10 long years. i am back to studies , research and competition. That was what i wanted and missed a lot. my life take on as the last ten years never existed. its amazing. they say when u have a wish the whole universe work towards satisfying it for you. and thats what exactly happened. its unbelievable. there is a vacuum in my sense of blogging coz if i blog it would be most about my happiness. i can’t pinpoint any questions intriguing me. though today i had a discussion with my colleague about people who love sports. what do they achieve from it. for sure they enjoy it get physical and mental happiness. but does it help the society in any way? living a life or meaningful life does it always include a commitment to society. how will it bring my career to have a impact on society without walking out of the way. if society is group of individual with selfish interest what is my responsibility towards them. in a large scale helping a backward society how far can i help them? does it make a difference. doesn’t my family comes first and making a living take priority? how can one tie up all these. is there a purpose with life or being helpful and kind and forgiving and reacting in everyday life is the essence of life. the other day it crossed my mind that the best thing about being alive is to experience god in different ways. when u put the god element to different question u feel calm and feel non guilty for not finding the answers. if you have a dream keep it. one day its going to come true. keep negativity away from your life. you attract what you are always thinking of. i don’t want to sound wise but these are my thoughts or belief at this point of life. to be alert and enjoy each second is good ,to get lost at some point is equally good and to find your way out and reach god though some may say escapism is excellent. thus i live again..