poor

i like abundence. and like all (most) i hate poverty. i like abundence ..coz it gives me freedom to select. it sets my mind free form attaining more. it gives me time to ponder over other things. it makes me confident of my steps.

and poverty i hate..poverty of words is the one i hate most. it shows my inability to acquire more. it shows i didnt care enough to collect more. it shows i have to do lots of hard work.

i simply love words. just like a painter loves his colours, a sculptor his work, a dancer his movements.. i love words..( though i dont come under writer category).
i like to read..to read those words..i like to ponder..those words..i carry it close to my heart and i sleep with it in my head.

i respect those good with their words. i envy them for their wealth. i am in awe of them. i try to associate with them in my heart.and yet i keep my distance coz i am poor.

i like all types of writing..the simple ones , the thought provoking ones, the romantic ones, the philosophical ones, the humorous ones, informative ones..everything i can say...

my mind and mood are modulated by what i read.i get carried away. till i take another to read i am suspended with thoughts of what i read before. some stays with me refusing to go away.then i make it part of me.

though i like all sorts my way of writing i may term mine as picasso style. a modern art. no one much understands. my thoughts unfiltered to writings...no grammer, no puntuation no adorns..just the way i think..i like it...simply like u like ur kids coz they are urs..i lke my writings..

my frnd reading my blog told..if u want ur readers to understand, appreciate and comment on ur blogs be more clear, specific and beutify it..it will be more communicative..it will help ur writing skills..

defensively i say..i dont write to entertain..i write coz i have to..i just want those thoughts out..i want to see them as words..if i pause to beuty, to moderate..( i cannot) it stops..i dont want others to appreciate my writing..i want them to see my thoughts..ponder over it..to see if any one else thinks the similar..i dont want to dress my thoughts..coz dress might steal the show.. ( i am poor i cant dress)

i admire and respect all who can dress their thoughts..present it well..reach to a large audience..

i am poor simply poor so i cant.

let me strive hard to dress my thoughts ..to present it nice ..to get a applause..

yes i yearn for it coz i am just human..

but till then let me just pen my thoughts..