sun me

Its 'fall' here. from a country where there is only summer, monsoon and humid..these climate changes were looked forward to with a wonder.and fall is the best season of all...sometimes i feel so..usually my opinions vary..still its fall now and i like it this time of the year. summer is over and winter looming around.
The best part is getting up in the morning and seeing that sun has not risen. and when it slowly comes its a beautiful sight..sky blushing red and sun peeping out..and really sun is so red as it’s so conscious of being late..its such a beautiful sight and it lasts maybe fiveminutes..then the whole drama finishes and sun shines brightly making me aware to get ready. in summer i get up at the same time..but by then it will be flooded with sunlight as if its noon and i feel cheated..in winter it will be still dark when i get out of my house..and roads so dim...i feel elevated..then on my way i can see the skin turning red and finally when i reach office the sun comes out..i love those winters..that chill when i wait on the road..those dark skies..that cold breeze on my face , the shivering of my jaws..the numbness of my fingers..my frnds pity me for getting up early..most of the times i agree with them or keep quiet but heart of heart i am glad i have to get up early..what all i missed all these years when i woke up late..here there is nothing to obstruct me from viewing my sun and the sky..no distractions..the plain roads..bushes on its side..dusty buildings..the same old scenes..no new bird will suddenly come..no new flowers will catch my eyes..no children might run fast behind me..nothing between my sun and my sky..

back home..i used to get up early lazily..but once out i used to enjoy the greenary..and bit of sun..to catch a glimpse of sun thru all those trees were bit difficult..it was like hide and seek..once i see him red and the next turn he will be white and gleaming..then he is so proud..i stop looking..but those greenery compensated for all those..

sound of the birds..dogs, cats( whether they make sound in the morning i don’t remember) those new greens on the tip of the trees ..those flowers on the road..sometimes make me think its my welcome message..those sudden rains..the roads bussing with human life..it was a different life..i enjoyed it but i enjoy my present too..when u don’t have a choice just enjoy it...its more easy that way:-)

then..i dont like to see the sun set..sun set is ok..but the dramatic setting i don’t like..with the sky bleeding and the sun slipping down..it pains me just to watch..some uneasiness..but if i am on the way..i just cant help it..to see all those sorrows spread..it makes me think some good is coming to end..some phase of my life ending...