what will i write today...nothing in particular..i chatted a lot..feel drained..one word keeps repeating in mind..actually one sentence . yes this also fom anothers blog..it just sticks unless i write it...ok so it was..will a tree make sound when it falls downn.. even if there is no one around to hear it..framed very nicely not like this..
why bother if it makes a sound or not if u are not there to hear?
sound u hear depends on how near or far you are?
tree bothers abt sound? it has to fall..it fell
did it make the sound?
cound came from creeking..tearing off ..or frm hitting the ground??
now u know i am really bored and have not much work..
anyways
will i write if i dont get comments..
i strtd it ..
wrote..
but when commnts came.. i was glad..
then...
does thoughts have gender?
or is it actions thats gender??
or gender defines action and thoughts?
there is just a generality...
or everone has 'unique ' trends
one shuld be always polite and agree?
calling spade a spade hurts?
yes it does.. i wuldnt want anyone to call me fool..coz it hurts to hear the truth.
words hurt?? yes it hurts more than anything..so one hasnt right to speak? yes one has.
where does one right stop and another begin?
is it better to be silent?
but then change u need..
constant only in death.
then
u live to die??
in a way yes..u live..if u are pious u believe to live carefully to good karma so that u die and u are free..and karmaless..
is that so? whole life tuned to death???
really..weird??
they say..live like u die next moment(?)
so if i die next moment may be next day or one week frm here..what things will i do?
what all will i arrange??
really me.. i am dying right why bother??
..i dont own anything..even if i..i die and the right terminates..
no one depend on me solely..even if they do...i die..no choice carry on..
ok its in realtion to others..what if i die what i want..never mind if had the means to achieve all those i want..why wait till i know i am going to die??
so even if i know i am going to die..i am just helpless..i am the same..maybe others if they know may shower me with love..( as they dont have to be bothered again wonderful)
oh my god really if u dont have any thing to write..just dont write ok.
5 comments:
so many varied thoughts going on here...so many emotions...
words hurt only when the one uttering it is someone you care about...and if being frank can help someone, then it is necessary even if it hurts...
@suma necessary or not it hurts..but hurt or not sometimes it becomes necessary :-)
@suma thanks for reading and for the comment.
:) ...that was my fav post in ur blog...
u really wrote ur thoughts...the questions and the answers without the filters...it was like being in ur head...
now the last blog on silence makes sense, doesnt it?
did i ever tell u i died once?..long ago..not symbolicaly...but actually..i didnt see any lights or guardian angelsor any such things...i just ceased to be...then there I was and the doctors told me that my heart had stopped ...its only upon waking that my mind tried to find reasons and imagery , becoz a mind likes to survive, so its death is unbearble to it...u have no idea of ur existence prior to your birth, wht makes us think theres a continuity after it?...isnt it fear that makes one cling? i dont know...
like the old man and the lady selling books..i like to chat, ponder , discuss and agrue...
i know a good soul when i see one????? (simply..i liked it very much)
isnt it fear that makes one cling?
all religion talks abt being free after death.only way to be free. to be good in this life.other wise u will be again given a chance to be good. no thinking man wants to live again?? all wants to be die and free ?? all wants 'moksham' 'swargam' ???????
mind likes to survive...to one who was there and came back..let me be silent. to collect my thoughts and to be back. ( this has not crossed my mind till now)
i was near death of a dear one. i didnt want to let go. i didnt like the idea of death................
but then i was concerned for me right???? for my losss ?
death..to which we have no choice why bother toomuch ?? anyway we die..when there is no choice enjoy the flow calmly.
i like death..from outside it seems like peaceful sleep. i like to sleep. but i hope there wont be dreams..esp bad dreams.
i hope to welcome it when it comes (i know its not bothered abt welcome ..stilll)
okies..too long? too short let me stop.
the best i have read ( have not read much ) the old man and the lady selling books ( maybe coz they reflect my thoughts)
hat off s!! 2 u
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