one of my blog acquaintence has published a book. she says if u dream and work hard u will acheive. i have heard that inspiring words before. and so many times it has inspired me. now my way of thinking has gone further ahead . i think is it worth acheiving? what happens after it. it will also fade. then? new wish? another journey to reach there? can i take along my partners through out this jouney? what if their wish is something else..isnt better to be quiet and contend.

then i was wondering to how different people react to the similar situations. for some one the death of their near ones is a step forward in life. for me facing a near death situation taught me to slow down and enjoy the little pleasures of life.

but now i am re thinking..i am yearning for more action..i am thinking that i am wasting out my life..all those investments in me had gone wasted. yet i am in a confusion as to where to start what to acheive. then again ..just to do the immediate things i lag. do i have it in me to go ahead? to where??