When I decided to walk out on you , I decided to stop living.
Looking back I realise that. Giving u up was a sacrifice. I knew it would happen that way. I believed that your memory was enough to last a life time. After all these years i can survive with your thoughts.
Was the decision correct. Did others gain fron it as I had hoped. Looking at their life I doubt. Together our life would have been a struggle. Our families shattered and the blame and shame would have spoiled our life. But we would have had the satisfaction of trying.
We both lead a happy life with good partners but a part of ourself has died.
Today I feel we could have tried and lived.
I feel sorry for missing life.
((** Inspiration MM)
2 comments:
hai..
I read it...
are u okay...
may be we never met each other before but....
I just keep writing this comment
I dont know why but.....
I am worrying about u....
Keep smile... live must go on
the are many greats thing we could spent....
if u need someone to have little bit chit chat or just telling ur story
I am on my desk
oh ya... my name Ellen..
just it
Tq
perhaps jack gilbert's "refusing heaven" could give you solace.
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