Thoughts

The best topic to write about is I. coz thats the only thing i am capable of and which will give me some stuff to write about. Many years i had lived in my small place in kerala enjoying its beauty but back of my mind i wanted to get out ...see the world ..settle in a far away place ..away from everything familiar. Towards the end of my studying years I just wanted to get off and get lost to the world around me .As i read somewhere ,you wish for something without even being aware of it and it happens. Later ....after many many years when you pause to look behind... you slowly understand that,it was your thoughts that was happening in your life. Though simple it may seems its not easy to realize or accept that simple truth. To admit that the bad times were our own subconcious thoughts would be too much.

Any ways now far from the land i was born and broughtup now almost settled in the new place..the urge to go back has started. deep down i know one cannot go back. Even if u go back u will the miss the present life.

It takes me to another cycle of thoughts.Once , it seems men believed that earth was flat and u will reach a point and you wont be able to go further. Then they realized its round and u can go round and round witout ever reaching an end.The sun is round..moom ..earth..human cycle everything round without an end or beginning...

Then how can i ask my thoughts to go straight..to reach an end..
However much ever i travel i come back to the same port...