New Year

New year but old hopes. This year I make the the baby step towards my dream..a dream as old as I can remember. I do not know what tomorrow holds for me . Whatever it may I don't want it to hold regret.... that I never even attempted. Let me face the consequences of my action ..in a way may be that's what life is all about. Action & reaction.
Today I travel to write my exam. Whatever the result may be I will only gain. The writing of exam sets me free. I m giving a chance to destiny to take me where I belong. If it hesitates I will live my life happily amongst happiness .

Long back I have read this scene in a book..Going away from a happy family to pursue ones dream. My friends criticized it. But I knew then that it was bound to happen to me. ALL THESE YEARS I TRIED TO FLEE FROM IT. Now I understand there is nothing to be afraid of.... Twist and turns and bit of unpolished roads only make the drive more exciting. If you are in control, if you know the destination and if you have FAITH you will not be lost.

I hope my dear ones will understand why i walk away today...Its not to prove anything.. its not to define myself. Its not an ego issue. This is something which i have to do.

I walk aware of your pain.. bearing my pain.

But I have to


Woods are lovely dark and deep
But miles to go before I sleep