today i got compliments..and i was surprised. coz i didnt do anything to deserve them.if keeping silent means you are wise and intellect i am both. no wonder the people with whom i am frndly think me as a fool and "just a smile " section adore me.

in this part world expects my lot to be calm , quiet and silent. then we are given the title good and respectable.if we say hi, hello and smile they think we are abt to catch them or even matrimony or sex is in our mind. how stupid!! is there nothing called intellectual frndship of course with a bit of flirting if u want to say so..

thats one thing i miss...to discuss abt my books, my views, to update my thinkings , to argue on my version of things...

life has become so repetative with the same problems and same sort of happiness. even travellng has lost its charm as one is supposed to enjoy it quitely with out exploring.

i think or rather would like to think..an artist is the most blessed person in this life. when he sees beuty he can capture it in his canvas or may be create a tune to let out his joy or dance to express himself or write it poetically so others also can enjoy. the artist is capable of enjoying beauty and at the same time he has the ability to capture it and transfer it to others .

how a common man who lack these faculties enjoy nature? he just see..and has to come back taking a faint memory of it. dont u think its a bit unfare??